This post took me awhile to write. Not because it's super profound or a work of literary art a-la-the Illiad. Nope- because it had a ton of self reflection and I couldn't quite figure out how to say what I'm about to say. So I'm just going to say it. Last week I failed as a mom. Super hard to admit- but I did. I let someone bully my child. The scary part is- he was a bully in sheep's clothing dressed up as a grandpa. Not my boys grandpa- they are both amazing and wonderful and would never do what this man did. At first you might think- Oh, MommyOhhhh you are over reacting. But I'm not. And the more I think about it the more upset I get with myself for not standing up for BIG and for not speaking my mind.
We were in the grocery store and both boys were being perfect angels. It was the kinda day where the store had everything I needed on my list and the double shopping cart was keeping the boys entertained. There was a couple that looked to be grand-parenty. They were also in our way in every lane. But I was in a great mood so it didn't bother me, but again we saw them in EVERY lane. The wife smiled. I said hello. LITTLE WAVED and BIG gave her sweet eyes. The curmudgeon husband didn't do much but fuss at his wife over the price of produce. {{WE were at aldi, so you know that stuff is cheap!}} We finally broke free of them and I saw the man I will call Mr Meany walking toward us. Not shocking because like I said early they were EVERYWHERE. In my way at all turns. So I wasn't shocked to see him yet again. What shocked me was when he looked directly at BIG and said "Boy, what are you doing drinking out of the sippy cup you are 9 years old. Your mama should know better." I was so taken aback at what he said, I said nothing. I just stopped walking and stared at him. If you know me in real life you are probably shocked I didn't give him a piece of my mind. I immediately gave him my mean look- but my brain was still trying to process what he said and I think he realized he was inappropriate and he scurried away. For the next few minutes I thought of 2800 not so nice things I could have said back to him. They were even two people in front of me in line- I thought about calling out to him and giving him a piece of my mind but I didn't want to cause a scene. Looking back I should have. Maybe. I'm still torn about what I should have done. I know that I should have done something. At least I think I should. BIG is VERY BIG. So while he's 3 (4 next month- OMG, where did the time go?!?) he probably looks closer to 5 or 6. But none of that is Mr Meanie's business. If I want to give my 14 year old a sippy cup- I will. [Doubt he'd take it- but I'm trying to make a dramatic point here pretty people] And who does he think he is to give his social commentary on anyone? He's a bully. He doesn't look like one, but he is one. He didn't speak directly to me because he has no power over me, so he chose to spew his venom at my son. That's how they do. I'm prepared God forbid this ever happens again. I will say something. It won't be nice- but neither was what Mr Meanie said. So. I will probably go to Aldi tomorrow at 1 in case he's a creature of habit. This time I will {quietly} dare him to speak to either of my boys. And I will shame on him. I think the best approach is a "shame on you." I might even do a finger point. Which LITTLE will then mimic and say no-no-no-no-nooooo. So look out old man we are ready for battle.
Anything like this ever happen to you my pretty people? What did you do? Please share your story.